Tuesday 22 March 2016

Freddie - POEM #3

 A friend, a husband, a father, my grandad.
A symbol of success, care, hope and love.
The fondest of memories that I had,
Were the ones in which he wore a golf glove.

An inspired grandson filled with inspiration and awe,
Driving the Vel Satis, swinging the club and continuing to laugh.
With technology the older are assumed to be poor,
But snub this he did on genius’s behalf.
 
Through my depression he helped me significantly,
With wise words and understanding he put me at ease,
“Your family is here…you’ll get better.” He said optimistically.
Caring for his family’s well-being was his expertise.
 
My favourite person on Earth, for whom I had maximum respect.
Even in the last days of his battle with MS and heart failure
We would talk West Ham and share pundit intellect.
And yet with his stability deteriorating he still had a sense of humour.
 
I love you grandad and always will.
Hope and inspiration in others you will always instil.
And whenever I suddenly think of you I will not stammer,
To remember that you are a legend and a true hammer.

Monday 21 March 2016

Escapism - POEM #2


 The aged black skeleton is on its knees in pain.
Shaking skinny hands cover its ears and its wounds.
A knife is in its mind.
Stab, stab, pierce, pierce.

It would do anything to stop the bleeding.
It looks down at the ground
To see a pond of blood.
A knife is in its mind.
Stab, stab, pierce.
Tears erode its sensitive bones.
An inviting yellow light attracts its attention.
It is sucked towards the dreamy space.
Is the knife leaving its mind?
Stab, pierce.
Its eyes cannot see its body nor blood.
Perhaps this place is its answer? Its cure?
"Continue here I shall,
As it seems that I have finally escaped."
Is the knife not in its mind anymore?
Stab.
Is the light fading?
Its head starts to whiz.
The light goes out.
Is that the knife coming back?
Stab, pierce.
Its eyes can see now.
"Worse! Worse!"
Its bones are frail and skinnier,
 With new cracks in some,
Whilst others are worn away into piles of powder.
It looks down at the ground
To see a lake of blood.
A knife is in its mind.
Stab, stab, pierce.
The yellow light made it blind and numb
To larger waterfalls of erosive tears and excessive blood.
The knife has done its job.
Stab, stab and die.

Regret - POEM #1




Tiger taps shoulder: ‘What if?’
Claws of sorrow pierce the flesh of your skin.
A sudden pang thrusts you off the cliff,
Into the plagued thought of what could have been.

On a bed of thorns you lie awake.
A settlement steamrolled, fleeting Vultures now away.
Down-black-stream the break does break,
Head in hands, your mind now prey.
Sinister Spider is but a creation.
Attempt! Misstep! Learn or oblivious Dodo.

At the end of the stream comes self- consultation,
Memories and feats that make your Cubs aglow.